We are now in the season of Advent…a time of anticipation and preparation in the Church. I used to get really frustrated with the Christmas craziness that surrounded me and how Advent got trampled every single year.
While I still believe this to be true, I realise there really is little I can do about it.
When I was a child I would not allow (yes, would not “allow”) any Christmas decorations up until after my birthday at the end of November. Whether this means I have grown up or not, I have started decorating the mantle for Winter. Eventually it will have some additions for Christmas, and for Hanukkah, but for now, it is simply a reflection of outdoors. I bought two rustic stockings because I like things to be balanced. Eventually I will hang them.
I have a lovely galvanized bucket that I filled with cedar branches from one of the bushes outside. It looks lovely. I have ribbon, burlap and some sparkly stuff to put down. First I have to clean the mirror. Today I hung a small wreath on the front door.
I’m decoupaging candles for the Advent wreath and I wrote a new setting for this year. I’m meeting with colleagues on Thursday to discuss details for the Community Lessons and Carols service. It’s going to be a great deal of fun.
I need to put the finishing details on the Advent Quiet Day happening in a couple of weeks.
My Christmas cards are ready, I need to address and mail them. My Christmas presents are purchased or supplies ready to be crafted. Keeping things very simple this year. I like simple.
I’ve been working on a website for the Church and while it’s a work in progress, things a coming together nicely.
So, while I’m in a place where it sometimes feels like I can’t finish any single thing, I’m in a place where things are getting finished. My house right now is a mess because there are many things happening, but I know, eventually, they will all be finished and my house will be returned to order.
Trying to stress less and enjoy more. To be more fully present without the necessity of a plan. A wise friend is known to mock me when I ask “what’s the plan” and the wistful reply is “for that, you don’t need a plan…it will happen as it happens”. Which yes, does drive me mental. But I’m learning…and that’s something.